Getting Back My Interest For Drawing..?

Yours is not an a typical problem. Most kids love art until about 5th or 6th grade then they find other things to excel at and go on. You alt least got into high school. Realize there is no equal distribution of talent in the world. Some have it all and some work at it. I am of the latter and have realized hard work does pay off. You do get better. Just remember only compare you to you not anyone else. Improve because you want to not to be better than so and so. If you have kept on drawing and enjoy it, that says something for you. Try adult cles at high school or evening cles at community colleges. If you know of someone that you can use as a mentor ask them for ideas. Follow your dreams. You problems on being nervous can be helped with just warming up like a ball player, draw shapes just to warm up over and over.